Beats jacking off by myself by a mile.
I used to expose myself (figuratively) on this blog at least once a week. Confessing, telling you my deep secrets behind the veil of anonymity.
Without having to face you at work or across the dinner table, I could be honest. Tell you what turned me on. What I had done I may not have been proud of. What dark kinky thoughts got my dick hard and my motor running.
It was a distinct form of intimacy. Perhaps I felt I couldn't share such thoughts with most of my closest friends. (Indeed I couldn't. I was more likely to talk about the latest Transformers movie than what I thought was the best way to suck pussy.)
Here I could tell you how horny I was, hell that I was horny every fucking day. That even though I was faithful to my wife, I still had adulterous thoughts every time a coed walked by in her yoga pants.
I could even show you my dick.
Now I've found a new way to get intimate. Go on one of a dozen cam sites - Chaturbate, myfreecams, pornhubpersonals (when it works) -while they're watching right now. There is a certain permanence (as much as the internet can guarantee "permanence") in writing my thoughts, this weekly/month diary that lives on for people to find it. (One of these days I'll tell you which posts are the most popular - it may surprise you.) But to take down my pants in front of a camera and get hard and start jerking--
--now that's getting intimate with some strangers, and still no need to be cautious.
I get plenty of feedback, "nice cock," "show your face," "shoot on your stomach," etc. and so on. I feel fine showing my face too. I love to watch real people doing themselves. I'm hooked on it.
The only problem is, it's mostly guys on there. Hey, we all need attention. Twitter, Facebook, Tumblr. Anything to get some traction. Or should I say, friction.
I'm convinced the only people who care about all those cock shots are other guys.
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